sigh

i need more irl friends who are always down to hang out with me even if we dont even do anything at all and jsut end up sitting in my room doing nothing. friends who dont act like im boring, friends who are proud of me and think i'm good at stuff and give me compliments and congratulate me, friends who actually listen to me tlak about stuff whether im happy or sad and actually act like they care, friends who dont interrupt me or disagree with half of the things i say, friends who laugh at my jokes, friends who share the same interests as me, friends who dont leave me out of conversations and always try to include me no matter what. i need friends who like me for me and hang out with me because they like to be around me, not jsut because theyre bored. where can i find friends like this. where. please. i just want friends who make me feel like a fun, valuable, loved person. please please please please pleaaasseee